Something In You Remembers (54 days)

I only have ten minutes to tell you what’s going on in my head but I am having a harder and harder time keeping so much inside of me. I don’t know why. It’s like once you acknowledge and accept that you have an addiction you realize just how much of that madness is about secrets. About the shit you refused to be honest with your self about. About the stuff you are running from. About denial. And once you see that, you want to lay everything out in the sunlight and just open your mouth against the skin of the sky and say, Please just make it all clean. Again. Clean again. Because something in you believes there was such a time. Something in you remembers.

7 Replies to “Something In You Remembers (54 days)”

  1. Remain strong! You are already doing the right things – writing these words and making them known to yourself so you can feel some slight relief.
    These are heavy thoughts and they are necessary ones but you are not alone in them. They come with lots of emotions and anger and regret, but all you can do is to inch forward each day and try to be just a little bit more of the person you want to be than the day before.
    Thank you for sharing and best of luck to you ❤️

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