Posted on by Allison Marie Conway

Cosmic Shit (audio)

The solar eclipse will be in my sign, Sagittarius, in the early Saturday morning sky. The moon will pass directly in front of the sun and cast a shadow upon the earth which will be of no consequence to me as I will be sound asleep in a place where darkness is awash over all the little creatures in any case. I can feel the energy, though, cosmic and vast and tumultuous, shifting. Restless for change. Sick of my own bullshit. The tall spindly trees stand stoic, unclothed against the wind, threaded into the wide pale blue. Truth tellers and fairy tales which contain the truest bits of all. What could be and what could burn. My bare skin to the naked air, matches back and forth in my own hands. Forests of deep fresh running pain but the kind laced with excitement, set inside the heart like a treasure chest of what may come to pass. Reality up so close you can taste its bitter and its sweet. The trouble is they write you off and you let them decide. You lose your footing because they have collapsed the stairs beneath you and slid you down into a bottomless well never to be seen or heard from again. They move on and you move to the back. They keep getting younger as the life you once lived, that one so fleetingly bright and aglow, passes into shadow where no one else can see. You have your memories, though, and you know all too well what you once were, what you were once capable of. You have glimpses of your former self still left twinkling inside as they dance and swirl like stardust mingling with whispers of sirens, in a future which calls your name as clear and distant as the day you were born.

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  1. That’s magical love. 🥰 This will be the last eclipse in that sign for a while (I think the first was in June 2020.. a month in which nothing happened. 🙃) I wonder if you’re noticing a “conclusion” energy in certain parts in your life that were flaring up back then. But what *wasn’t* flaring up back then.
    Anyway hope you take care of yourself and get lots of water/sleep/love. 🤗

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    1. My dear love sister witch, you KNOW that’s exactly it. 🥰 The conclusion energy is a very deeply strong, even as the coming new moon energy is crouching wild like a creative storm. It’s … a lot. You get it, and I am beyond grateful for your kind caring wishes for watersleeplove. I adore you and I wish you every beautiful thing as we move through the universe like we do. 🙏🏻♥️🕊🌹🪐

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      1. Ooh also since you’re a Sag your birthday is probably soon, so this whole eclipse is even more magical/potent. 🥰🥰 have you been writing down your dreams?

        As a Taurus, I’m feeling really tired. The next set of eclipses will be in my sign and I’m.. anxious. 😂

        Anyway happy potential bday eclipse wishes for you! Hope you’re feeling lighter ❤️

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        1. Oh you are so beautiful, yes my birthday is on the 8th of December so only four more sleeps. 🥰🌙✨ GF! My dreams are vivid and yes yes I write them each morning right away. VERYYYY telling about a lot of what I’m moving through these days.

          Ahhh, you are Taurus. How wild you are next on the eclipse list! ☺️☺️ You got this. But you are right… it can be exhausting.

          Thank you so deeply and much for your warm bday wishes, I’m holding them so close to my little heart. You are lovely and amazing. 🥰🤗😘♥️🕊🍷❄️

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  6. Another of your wonderful literary pieces, Allison. I really enjoyed it, as everything you write…By the way, It’s been a surprise to me to know you’re a Sagittarius,. I could have sworn you were a typical Leo, and I imagined you with mannerisms that are often described as catlike. You know, kneading cushions and pillows or sensually caressing materials like velvet or corduroy. But Sagittarius is not a bad sign at all. You’re usually survivors, so the emotional blisters and scabs of the past are usually almost completely healed. Thanks to that chronic intraventricular moral, Sagittarians will always be in good shape to face the future. 🙂

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    1. You are very kind, Jei, thank you so much. Just a little thing I felt compelled to collect my thoughts around. I’m so glad you enjoy. ☺️ I smiled at your comment about my sign. And I couldn’t help but think how observant it is you mention felines. I am a Sag no doubt about it, but catlike is not unlike me either, for better or worse. I’m madly independent, as likely to want to be left alone as to be tender and affectionate. At turns ready to claw a thing to bits or to slink slyly between its legs for want of attention. And you are not wrong… we are survivors indeed. 🕊🌹🕊

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      1. You’re right, Allison. What’s more, survivors not only know how to delve into the dark side of human nature, but we immerse ourselves fully in it and emerge unscathed …

        Have a nice and catty weekend!

        P.S. — Is it true that Sagittarians are always prepared if romance knocks on their door? 🙂

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        1. Oh god, yes, you have said it perfectly, Jei. We delve into the darkness willingly… wild cats with flashing nocturnal eyes… 🌹

          Thank you so, I will surely enjoy getting my little whiskers into something naughty or nice. 🐾 I hope you enjoy as well! 🥰

          P.S. Yes. All the rumors are true I’m afraid, Jei. Your cosmic informant does not steer you wrong. ☺️🌙✨

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          1. I can perfectly imagine you as a beautiful, sensual and mysterious cat with bright night eyes possessing an incomprehensible magic… It seems to me a very poetic image!

            Bon samedi, chère Allison Marie. 🙂

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  7. I returned to this piece for it resonates in a very peculiar way. It challenges, it provokes. Magic, fairies, spacelings, etc. All creatures and energies that transcend whatever we call real and understandable. It really provokes for it goes beyond scientific. In a way it brings comfort for it speaks to supernatural that even though I continuously search for I have yet to grasp even a little bit. Perhaps I am being way off in my interpretation yet I also think the best art is the one that offers unlimited interpretations that amazingly are all correct for they come from a personal interpretation. Your art accomplishes that every time. It truly mesmerizes and provokes. It infuses life, it breathes life to sparkles, it simply makes one feel not alone. Sure, at times I feel a bit of guilt for it comes from a place of pain… Still, I am so grateful that you share it and let it grow… Much much love. Always. To you. To your art. To the universe. ❤️❤️❤️

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    1. I simply could not adore your beautiful comment more, dearest Danijel. I love hearing how my words make you feel, what they bring forward in your mind and soul. Thank you ever so for sharing with me, it is such a treasure to me. Mad love and warmest affection I send to you. May the wild art never leave us. ♥️♥️♥️

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