Watching as the snow blankets the street in a thick coating of white, I think about the time you licked buttercream icing off my breasts as I stood stark still absorbing every delicious stroke and nibble. That tongue like candy, soft and then stiff, and your perfect teeth working me brutally until my nipples were hard as two succulent milky seeds. It’s too early and I’m already dreading the commute as my mind turns suddenly to railing about how people only want from you whatever you can give them to sedate their anxieties. A naked body dripping with need, a bottle, a scare, attention, stimulation, entertainment, praise, stories of horror and destruction, anything to get us off the mark and out of our rabid racing gerbil minds. He was a distraction I wanted slithering in my veins without relent, washing heavy and wet upon my mind, and every time I tried to shake the memory of the way he played my body until it was taut, I’d only end up more strung out, more deeply entangled in his sticky prismatic web. I don’t blame myself. He was quicksand disguised as decadence, the moment you laid eyes on him there was never a turning back. How easily we are molded, sculpted, trained, made into the likeness of someone else entirely. How willingly we turn ourselves in and turn ourselves over to anything that makes our stomachs flip, makes our faces light up with wonder as if observing the first freshly falling snow. Most people are maniacs and as the days go by they press their heads ever more closely into their little black phone screens telling stories about themselves which are true and not true, exaggerated and useless, and by the middle of the week I’m exhausted of all of their nonsense and mine as well. Come morning light the neighbors will be shoveling out their shiny SUVs as we all scuttle about to waste our lives away bent over at the altar of the almighty dollar. There are those who may judge my habits, my private obsessions, my dark cravings. But the truth is we are all distortions of some recklessly chosen version of ourselves grasping for a kind of perverted distraction. We are all trapped, all writhing, all talk, and not one of us sated.
Allison Marie Conway 
The imagery and the way you articulated your thoughts was truly delightful. Its hard to write about such topics but the effortless way in which you expressed your thoughts was beyond the description of words. Bravo! For writing something so splendid. Thanks for sharing such a wonderful post. 👏 According to your convenience please do read some of my writings would love to know what you think about them. 😁
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Thank you so kindly for your beautiful comment, Sidharth, and thank you for spending time with my little words.:) I will surely stop by to your works just as soon as I am able. Take good care. ❤
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Thank you for respecting my request, please feel free to read any of my writings whenever you can / feel like. Take care. ❤️🙂🙏
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Wow another beautiful writeup, it is never easy to write the emotions and feeling. The words can’t describe the feeling, still you are awesome 👍
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Thank you so very much. ☺️ I’m so glad you felt all the feels in this piece. ❤️
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Well written!
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Thank you so much. ☺️
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Smiles. Indeed we are.
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You know. 🖤
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Yes
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A amazing write dear Allison.
” But the truth is we are all distortions of some recklessly chosen version of ourselves grasping for a kind of perverted distraction. We are all trapped, all writhing, all talk, and not one of us sated.”
I love the realness of the statement above.
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Thank you ever so much, dear John. I’m so glad you loved this line, that it spoke to you of the truth. ❤
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I love your work dear Allison. A feel of Salinger honest words. Us, who love to write. We want our work to speak to the reader and you are welcome.
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We do so love to write, and to reach. You say it just right.
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